I Never Played Catch With My Father
Log Line
A Texas-born billionaire baby boomer’s lifelong love of baseball shapes his adulthood. However, his enormous success fails to erase memories of a childhood missing a heart and soul’ relationship with a father now near death. To finally close the “broken circle,” he leaves his beloved New York and catches “the last train home.”
Synopsis
The world knows James T. Phalen as a Harvard-educated, well-heeled baby-boomer
banker/investor/lawyer—a one-time farm boy from rural Texas and one of the
wealthiest men in America. He is a Wall Street icon whose advice is sought by
Presidents. The world does not know that James Phalen, the youngest of three Phalen
children, is fighting personal demons as he struggles to come to grips with stilted
childhood memories. Jim finds himself at a place where fame and fortune are not
enough, and questions his whole being. What now?
Jim’s most painful regret is that he cannot recall a single playful moment spent with his
stern and rigid father, who, in most respects, was a model parent. He still remembers
the lasting sting of disappointment he felt as a child whenever his father chose to do
‘more important’ things. He is surprised that even at 41, such memories still weigh so
heavily upon him. “Surely, by now, such things would have long ago faded into the foggy
domain of lesser things.” They had not.
As a young boy, Jim Phalen ate, slept, and dreamed baseball. He fondly recalls his very
first Little League game and his stunning heroics that won the game for his beloved
‘Rosedale Dodgers.’ That lasting memory was also laced with regret that his father had
not been there.
That and other failures symbolized the absence of a deep heart and soul connection, so
vital to fathers and sons. It is an absence that cannot be filled. No amount of wealth and
fame can fill the emptiness. That is what Jim feels now. The pain has been masked by2
success, not erased.
Now, his father is seriously ill and only a shadow of the tall, proud man he once was.
Jim comes to realize that being a billionaire and having the material world on a silver
platter cannot provide him with memories of experiences he never had. He finds himself
longing for the joys of a simpler life and wondering just who James Theodore Phalen
really is.
Jim remembers the sweet, soft voice and intoxicating fragrance of the high school
sweetheart whom everyone thought he would marry. He daydreams of sauntering barefoot
with his siblings down a quiet, secluded country road, skipping stones on a crystal-blue
lake in the summer sun, and enjoying the company of long-ago friends. Jim wonders
about these friends and whatever happened to them over the years–years that passed so
quickly. In daydreams, he still sees their youthful faces and hears their distant voices.
Most importantly, his mind is awash with thoughts of the father he never really knew
and understood. And more and more, he hears the reverberating footsteps of time and
knows that life is slipping away a day at a time. He focuses on the new millennium with
a degree of foreboding and begins to audit his life. Jim is driven to seek a resolution. But
Is it too late?
One thing is certain: his life has reached a moment of decision. Then there is Alise, a
brilliant woman, successful author, and the love of his life–a girlfriend whose caring
and support have been and continue to be so vital to his life. How can he tell her that an
Irresistible force demanding he returns to his roots draws him in, insisting he confronts
his fears…his demons?
With his father near death and his mind swirling with stilted and unresolved memories
of him, Jim is forced to confront the truth about his childhood and how he views his
father. At forty-one years of age, he realizes that what matters most is the memories or
lack of memories. He lures us into his life–his world, where his billions and his successes
are not enough to guide him through the pain and conflict.3
What is the value of a child’s dream?
“Catch” is not just about baseball or fathers and sons; it is about life, family, love, and
time gone too soon. Its unique appeal is as a feature film and/or TV series focused on
the deeply personal issue of parent/child bonding (or absence thereof) during the vital
formative years.
The world knows “James T. Phalen” as a Harvard-educated, well-heeled baby-boomer
banker/investor/lawyer, a one-time farm boy from rural Texas, and one of the
wealthiest men in America. Presidents seek his advice.
What the world does not know is that James Phalen struggles with stilted childhood
memories; he finds fame and fortune are not enough. He is surprised that at 41, such
memories weigh so heavily upon him. “Surely, by now, such things would have long
ago faded into the foggy domain of lesser things.” They had not. With his father in
failing health, he leaves New York and catches “the last train home.”
“Catch” may be called bio-fiction. It mirrors the principal aspects of my life, which serve
as core inspiration.
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